Category: Ships Log

JOKERJOKERtv Takeover

Tune in to JOKERJOKERtv for a Special “Sinking Ship” Takeover to celebrate the March 25th official release of the song and music video from Bryant Perez MUSIC and Mr Blank! Plus, we are also featuring videos from Paul Holmes, Quick & Pointless Vids, Cecelia Chapman, summermemorycenter, Shaun Robert, A.I.N. …and so much more! Please SUBSCRIBE […]

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SHIPS LOG: When I Close My Eyes

The only thing darker than the sea around me is when I close my eyes. But the lightning flashes through my eyelids… almost feels like small flickers from a flame… I can, if only for a moment, feel its warmth… Oh to be dry and cozy… it would be heaven… Nirvana is more than a […]

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SHIPS LOG: Scar Tissue

Wounds don’t heal the same anymore… The salt keeps it clean… maybe that’s one benefit to all this? Scar tissue is tougher… Does madness bring clarity?

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SHIPS LOG: Shrinking

Another day rationing. Another day in the cold and wet. Fishing has not been fruitful. What was I thinking? Promises of better days are a lie in the present. Should I have come on this voyage? We have lost so many. So many. It is now just the captain and I. I man every station […]

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SHIPS LOG: Drunk on Dreams

When I sleep, I don’t dream anymore… my shipmate caught me sleeping at the wheel… I only tried to close my eye for a second… Dreams can, even when awake, be as sweet as wine… so drink them up… until there’s none left. Imagine an infinite supply… The drunken tales I would tell, if only […]

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SHIPS LOG: Hero?

Will anyone ever think back to my story and say “How heroic!”? To live a path into this destruction, all for a treasure, a vision that may have never existed at all… What was that vision? I’m not sure anymore… Am I still on the path? The lines on the map have blurred… I’m only […]

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SHIPS LOG: Stuck in a Loop

Am I stuck in a loop? A repeating pattern, back and forth, up and down, to and fro… it makes me sick to my stomach. The gears turn and turn, turbulence in sync with the beating of my heart, every breath I take, rolling, rolling, flipping over and over, folding into itself… Eventually it will […]

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SHIPS LOG: The Whole Spectrum

Grey… Blue… White… …and Blackness all around… Green… Purple… so beautiful… I see the whole spectrum

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SHIPS LOG: I Thought I Heard Something in the Static

Hello… Is someone there? Do you see me? I heard some static… Is anyone hearing this? Hello…? Anyone out there? I’m not getting a clear signal… Hello… Helloo…

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SHIPS LOG: Lull State

Sometimes when things get so bad my brain goes into a lull state, no thinking, no feeling, no nothing… I just am, am not… I’m here, I’m nowhere, I’m nothing, …forever lost in “Where?”

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