Am I stuck in a loop?

A repeating pattern, back and forth, up and down, to and fro… it makes me sick to my stomach.

The gears turn and turn, turbulence in sync with the beating of my heart, every breath I take, rolling, rolling, flipping over and over, folding into itself…

Eventually it will envelop me and everything I dream of will dissipate into the abyss below me.. thrown around, thrashing, falling and floating… the teaming possibilities fading into the void.