I really don’t know what day it is… or even what time of day or night, it might be… How long do I have left? I don’t know… How much longer do I have to hold on?
It’s been so long, and so much has happened… So much has been lost along the way.
But, We’ve gotten this far…
I’m lost.
I’m not sure what direction to take things anymore… I wonder, Maybe I can find a way out of this mess I’m in…
But there’s a storm raging all around. The cost to continue living is too damn high. I’ve been doing this so long, gone so far… Which direction do I head now? What should I do next? Do I change course, or head deeper into the storm, deeper into the abyss?
I started all this hoping to build something wondrous, something magical. I summoned all my skills and conspired with all my dreams, and ideas sprang forth putting a twinkle back into my eyes again. And so I gave everything, gave it my all…
And yet… Now I find myself at the crescendo… Right at the edge! Do I continue over the edge, or do I turn back now?
Do I give up?
There’s no “Halfway” way of doing this and I told myself long ago that I would never give up, never give in… I have to stay true to myself and follow my dreams because that’s why I’m here… and that’s why I find myself here.
Does it get any worse than this…
…or is the worst still to come?
