What’s the point anymore… I’m lost at sea… no stability, no anchor… I can’t imagine there’s anyone coming to help, to save me from myself, nothing can save me now. I don’t know what made me think I could do this… did I even have a choice? Now it seems I have no choices left […]
Sometimes when things get so bad my brain goes into a lull state, no thinking, no feeling, no nothing… I just am, am not… I’m here, I’m nowhere, I’m nothing, …forever lost in “Where?”
Hello… Is someone there? Do you see me? I heard some static… Is anyone hearing this? Hello…? Anyone out there? I’m not getting a clear signal… Hello… Helloo…
Grey… Blue… White… …and Blackness all around… Green… Purple… so beautiful… I see the whole spectrum